~so close yet so far~

bee....
sedey nye...kite da balik uia...kite ingt nk study juris..tp kite takle fokus lgsg..hati kite...otak kite smua pon tak bersatu..sume nye rase sesak..bee...kite nk nagis...kite nk nangis puas2...bee...kite takot kalu kite hilang dia..bee..kite taknk bee....kite syg dia..he makes my heart wanna dance remember???wht went wrong bee??u know what..kite da prasan dia lain dr kes kwn aritu lgik..ape sbnrnya salah kite bee???kite tau kite tak perfect utk dia..tp kite da cube sehabis baik..kite da tak larat lgik..kite sedey sgt...kite rase even we Still love each other...but it is not enuf..owh bee..how can we survive this romance bee???tell me how...im so scared now..i cant do nything..i cant focus..nor i cant cry..i cant do nything...i know i shud be studying..but i cant bee...it is so hard....i love him..i miss him....i miss him so much....we are so close yet so far....what should i do...i cant live without him...at least i think i cant...please...ne me quitte pas