confused.....

bee..hye...i'm planning to go back today..but why im still stuck in this place thinking whether or not i should go back...i wanna come home...really..tp saye kene study..test kte byk next week..assignment lgik..bee faham tak??pastu..saye beharap juga...beliau akan mkn dgn saye mlm ni...i wanna go home..i miss my mum..i miss my family..shud i go back??or shud i not??shud i???