Tuesday, January 12, 2010

bestie??i had none....


dear bee....
ape yg aku rase skrg??u mite ask for it..kte rse sunyi...sunyi sgt...kye sedey....sedey sgt...kte jeles...jeles sgt..tau..aku sunyi..sedey..jeles bile tgk org laen jalan ber2,ber3,ber4,ber5,ber6...semua jalan ngan kawan2 diorang..kte ???kte jalan sorang2...pegi class sorang2..balik class sorang2...mkn??kte tak tau nk mkn ngan sape...kte jeles...jeles tgk alet+ginger+raja+dida study same2..aku jeles tgk ella+ijan+caed+alia tgk movie same2...kte jeles gina + sya makan n gelak same2..kte jeles tgk shak+yah+mama+etc wat ape pon sume same2...kte??kte wat ngan sape??tau tak bee...kite wat sume sndri...kite sedey bee..sdey sgt2..kite takde kwn ke???nape kite tak diberi jodoh yg baik dlm persahabatan ni bee??kite tak layak ke dpt kwn yg baik bee??kite jahat eh bee???kite sedey..kite tak de kwn...kite takde org yg kite nk share ape yg kite rase...kat mane bee salah kite??kte tau kite tak baik...tp...erm.....kite suke tgk diorang sume...happy je...wat ape sume same2....ade masalah pon hadapi same2..saye???saye????kite???kite??bee....saye doakan kat Allah moga takkan ade org lain yg rase ape yg kite rase ni...perasaan lonely ni...it hurts...when u see everyone have someone that they can eat and laugh with n ure not...it hurts..when u dont have anyone to..it hurts when u know ure not belong to one of them....it hurts when u start questioning why..but u dont hve the answer....n it hurts so much....rakan ni umpama tangan knan n kiri...it goods when you have both of it...n it is so bad when you have none...trust me...im the philosopher for a lonely girl with no girlfren....hehehe...im sad...n the tears itself is not sufficient to tell how sad i am now...

bee...i miss the gud old days...when we used to do things together...we share foods together..we use the same straw to drinks...we watch movie together...we laugh together...we have a shower together..but now??ive none...what went wrong..Ya ALLAH..please....tabah kan la hati aku...tabah kan laa...berila aku kekuatan untk menghadapi ujian ni...aku tak kuat utk ujian ni..coz i love them so much...moga satu hari nnti Allah akan jodohkn aku dgn seseorang yg bernama sahabat....aminn

P/s: im so tone down...

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