Tuesday, January 26, 2010

owwhhh..nnnnnOOOOOOOOOOooo!!!

bee..
ergggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh...gue geram bangat nih..lgi2 mcm2..lgi2 mcm2..gampang ah...huhuhuhuhu...mule2 kes tuh reported jek tahun 2004 ..tp ghupenye decided in 1988..hurmm.pastu da crik kes laen ghupe2 nye lower court plak..owh bee...i kept on telling myself that..ala homework je pon..buat jer laa..slow2..nti abes la..tp kalu da aku yg wat sorang...bile salah pon aku gak yg nk kene setle sorang...bile ne keje aku yg laen nk abis???????????gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......hurm...rase mcm kene tindas pon ade gak..hurm...cni la nasib kite as until today...!!!

Friday, January 22, 2010

...

bee....
bee..kite sediy sgt...sgt..sgt.....kite went out today dgn S...pastu..kite tunggu umpkin msg kn dr smlm...call...sume...today pon same..bgn tu cam fikir..takperlaaa...maybe dia ade benda nk buat...kite tunggu lgik...tibe2 dia msg ckp dia tetido smlm...bee..kite tunggu dia smpi kul 4 bee...susahke nk call kite kejap pon...dulu..senang je nk call...now...ape salah kite bee??pastu..kite pon takpe laa...takkn nk spoilt mood sndri..kn nk teman S...nk wat dia happy n i do hope she had fun today wif me...i hope she'll get better...bee..tau tak..kite msg pumpkin...kite ckp...kite kuar dlu....tau dia reply after 3hours...bee..hati kite sediy sgt..sgt...kenapa dia layan kite cni???kenapa??????????????????????????????????tp..kite fikir..takperlaa..dia busy....tp bee..kite pon busy...tau tak bee..hati kite sdey sgt bile dia wat cni...takpelaa..biarla kite sedey sorang2...pastu bee..dia ckp dia nk wat assignment sume tonite...ok..kite pon..smangat belikn dia sushi...smangat belikn dia hot dog..thinking that kitorang maybe bole gi minum..kite bole tgk dia mkn..tu sume kn mknan fave dia..bee tau tak...kite rushing gile nk gi jmpe dia dri umah S ke uia...smpi kite lupe trik hand break kete n i drove 120km/j...tau..kalu la ape2 jdi td on the road...sume pon coz eager gle nk jmpe dia...eager...sbb da lame tak jmpe dia...da lame tak ckp ngn dia..pandang dia...gelak ngn dia...usik dia...semua bee..kite eager sgt..smpi2 uia...dia diri je kt pintu kete...dia tak masuk pon...kite tunggu dia masuk...kite nk tunjuk tiket avatar yg kite beli td...coz dia nk sgt tgk cite tu...kite tunggu dia masuk...dia tak masuk pon bee..bile kite tnye dia bee nape tak masuk..dia ckp...owh..ingtkn kite sekejap je...bee...nk menitik air mata kite time tuh..cmni je usaha kite??cni je??dia tak nmpk ke ape yg kite buat bee??kite rindu dia bee... kite rindu sgt...pastu..dia da sibuk2 pulak jawab phone call alep..bee...mase kite ngn dia yg sekejap ni pon dia takle ke bg 100% attention ngn kite??tau tak..kite jmpe dia btol2 ........ive nuthing more to say..seriusly...n saye da buang juge tiket avatar itu...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

~holidaylaaa~

bee....


im officially on holidaysssssssss now....yeyayyyyyyyyyyyyy...ok well...not to excited..i know..i have a lot of homework..bee!!!u dont have to remind me about dat ok..im fully 100% aware of those assignment..ngeeeeeeeeeeee....byk ne...which one shud i start 1st???waaaaaaaa.....tolong..best ne kalu ade doraemon...mesti dia ade alat2 yg best utk kite wat homework kn bee..ok...nonsense..tp pumpkin n i slalu berangan dat we cud have the magical door da one like doraemon punye..so...it wud be easier for us to see each other..anywhere at anytime...huhuhuhuhuhu....tp..tak dapek la kn...waaaaaaaaaa...tak kesa laa...yg ptg da cuti...i really wanna spend time with my sis n my mum...rindu gile kot..aiseh....

ckp pasal rindu..teringat baba...he's away for 4days...business trip to laos..again...yeah...i know..but tis time around..hopefully they'll get wut they want..insyaAllah..aminnnnnnnn....dear God...you'll for sure help my dady n my bro kn..they are such a nice guys..n they believe in you so much..plz...help them....aminnn....i miss my baba..even something dia cam temper jek..so what??he is still my dearest baba...n i love him so much..baba..xoxo.....hehehe mcm dia tau la kn what xoxo is stand for...hehehhehehe

p/s:gudnyte baba....

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

~super duper dizzy+sleepy~

hye bee.
today is such a tiring day...i had civil procedure test earlier at 2pm...and again it such a wicked paper..coz i cant do it..hehehhe...da la it cost me 20 marks u know...man.....byk kot..if i cant score tis paper..mcm laa drafting tu leh score kn...ok..now...tis is so worrysome...pastu cik berry siap bg good news yg kitorang sume ni...da salah phm instruction..deym!!!so..by hook or by crook...kene siapkn laa sume keje drafting cp ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!..waaaaaaaaaaaa....here goes my holiday..how saddy...my holiday is not holy nymore....sabar2....saye kn kuat skrg...sye takkan menangis lgik...opss...jgn caye k bee..hehhehe

hey..juz now ade org dtg bilik...tak pasal2 speaking ngn kite bee...lawak gile...maybe they thought im a foreigner kot..coz im wearing a stripe nite gown kot...alalala...cute la korang...bile kite ckp mlayu..muke da pelik2 da...aiyooo...im malaysian laaa.....eyh2...

im super duper dizzy+headache...but..ive so much to say..so much to tell u bee....maybe some other time k...but u shud know tis..pumpkin n me...kitorang da ok la skit as for today..bee..tolong yer...jgn la bg kami gado2 lgik.....plz bee...

p/s:sleepyhead..mungkin kah sbb ke psar bersame A,I and Berry??dan nasi lemak paru??tak leh blah..rosak diet saye krn rakan2..hhehehe

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

~~~

1st picture together...



1st date...

1st aquaria...


1st open house...


1st football match...


1st barbeque...



1st admitted to hospital...


1st mc Donalds...


p/s: and the list goes on...i hope... ;(

Monday, January 18, 2010

i dont feel like dancing..

bee..
i dont why..but tears rolling down from my eyes...bee...i cant sleep..nor i cant study( even i have anor test on wed)..bee..if he love me..he cud always have a chat with me rite via fb..dont u think so bee???i know..im not suppose to raise this up..but the things is..lately..things is so different...the situation we are in now is not in favour of me...us...it hurts...it hurts a lot i must tell u...bee...tell me wht shud i do???i know...pumpkin doesnt like me to talk about this in public..but bee..ive no one to turn to...u know that..ive no bestie..u know that...he is the only one i have..n with him moving away..i had none..i only have u bee....this is so unfair..i never hurt anyone(at least i think so)..but the world always turn its back on me...bee....please...help me out...help pumpkin n me...bee...this is so hard...oh yaaa..i really feel like to curse on something..but i jus cant throw it out...pumpkin tak suka....then..i can only cry..n i'll cry for the rest of the nite.....


p/s: i wanna runaway...



SYERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!stop being so ridiculous ok..that is only a stupid LOVE!!!!!why u wanna cry??u still have your future..listen...u have a test and another 10months b4 u finish ur reading and embarking the world...something that uve been dreaming of since u were small..so..love is nothing compare to that..rite??so...stop being so stupid!!uve to be strong..no matter what..anak baba kena kuat!!so..tabah laaa....ingt..impian awak!!!awak je yg bole tentukn ape yg awak nk...n kalu awak ikhlas...n awak di jalan yg benar..Allah tentu izinkn....dah laa..jgn nages lgik...nnti tak lawa da...now..tutup laptop...or cabut broadband..jus go to sleep k...or if no...why dont u open up your cp book..at least u can have a first glance about the topic rite..i know u can do it..i know u can..but it must come within......u go girl!!!
-truthfully-cik bee-

~bad luck~

bee...

he said our phone rosak..OMG...bee...one after another...him with the mood..we gado...me being childish..now hp....bee...now im super duper worry....what if my theory about the watch is ssssssssoooooooooo trueeeeeeeeee?????????????Bee....i gave watch to K once..n i also gave watch to N b4..n now pumpkin...i wanna cry...really...if i give a watch to a guy,i'll will end up break off with him....hurm.....people mite say that this is khurafat..but dude..its happening to me....ME!!!!!!this is so frustrating bee.....i juz a want a simple r/ship .....i must warn him now!!!!stop wearing the watch or i'll end up losing him..oh no....not him..please bee..please protect us...

p/s: this is so not true kn??

~childish~~~

bee....
me being childish???bee...i really2 need his support td...but yeah...he got something else to do...hurm...but..me being childish???bee.....:(

p/s: love is frustration


Sunday, January 17, 2010

=no pain no gain=

hye beee!!!
good news....im ok now....as i told C earlier...we are in the period of renaissance...try to make things to get better...pumpkin said..we're ok no matter what..i shud have faith on him...wutever things that happen between A&S had nothing to do with us..im worried for nothing and it was baseless..ok...saye sgt happy..really...hurm...tahpape....

anyway..im ere in iiu during weekend..its so funny..n this so not me...but then..knowing myself..i wont be studying if im there..at home...OMG...when i said im homesick..i really2 mean it...i miss mak..i miss baba..i miss akak...n i miss jiji....nonetheless....this is among the things ive to pay...hey dude..im in the 4th year now...if i screw out any of the paper..im in trouble man!!!!!ive 2 midterm paper next week...one is on monday..another is on wednesday...the best part is..ive studied none for the wednesday paper..lalalallala....good job girl...last nite..konon2 nk study kn..i end up gossiping at Berry's room..kekkeke...jahat kn saye kaco org blaja..hehehehh..sory ek awk....nnti Allah tolong awk jawab time test nnt..insyaAllah.....ive to get back to my desk...better be!!hurm....

oh ye..a few weeks ago..pumpkin asked to menulis lgik....duh...i dont have the skills and the talent nymore....but i'll try....i think i can manage to write a short story still...hurm....let see whether i can or not..

p/s: back then in library the bug girl really make her out to annoy me!!!ooppsss..


Saturday, January 16, 2010

~so close yet so far~

bee....
sedey nye...kite da balik uia...kite ingt nk study juris..tp kite takle fokus lgsg..hati kite...otak kite smua pon tak bersatu..sume nye rase sesak..bee...kite nk nagis...kite nk nangis puas2...bee...kite takot kalu kite hilang dia..bee..kite taknk bee....kite syg dia..he makes my heart wanna dance remember???wht went wrong bee??u know what..kite da prasan dia lain dr kes kwn aritu lgik..ape sbnrnya salah kite bee???kite tau kite tak perfect utk dia..tp kite da cube sehabis baik..kite da tak larat lgik..kite sedey sgt...kite rase even we Still love each other...but it is not enuf..owh bee..how can we survive this romance bee???tell me how...im so scared now..i cant do nything..i cant focus..nor i cant cry..i cant do nything...i know i shud be studying..but i cant bee...it is so hard....i love him..i miss him....i miss him so much....we are so close yet so far....what should i do...i cant live without him...at least i think i cant...please...ne me quitte pas

what's left....

bee..
ape yg tinggal???hati ni risau..sedih...serba tak kena..rase nye..bagai di sayat2...rasanya..bagai di awang-awangan..da takde ape ke yg tinggal???ape lgik ye yg tak kena...puas da aku mencuba..namun...aku gagal juga....aku la sang penggagal...aku tak tau lgik arah yg harus aku tuju..semua nya kabur...semuanya terlalu sekejap...bagai angin yg datang menyapa...dingin nye sementara...begitula yg aku rasekn...bahagia aku terlalu sekejap...terlalu sementara...

Friday, January 15, 2010

=love=

Where are you my love?



Your heart is mine...i'll take care of it with love...


and i hope we will live happily ever after..
=together=

p/s: pumpkin....ure my soul....


life and the challenges....

salam...hye bee..i jus watch bee movie a few hours ago..now im so into youuuuuuuuuu...hehehhe...anyway...wuts up bee??how is life treating you so far???i bet there'll be bitter n sweet memories so far aite...well..life is not that cruel....it give what it wanna give..and take back anything that he has to take...and that is wat we call faith..it is interesting to know we cud manage our daily life based on this one simple word known as "takdir"......then i'll say in affirmative that life is what it ought to be..it as all predertemined by someone called God The Creator..is that so hard to believe in???hurmmm...

bee...u know what...again..there is an earthquake....now...the destination is in Haiti..a very small island but..a very huge wave of earthquake....it is so small....the highest building in Haiti is...or shud i used was...only five storeys building and now its gone....hurm...even though some might said that Haiti is among a fragile country for its own historical background ( there are a few series of hurricane and flood and earthquake b4) but still....no want wanna be in that situation aite..it hurts..coz it kill people we love..and it destroy anything that we have...but...when talk about faith...this is it..if we cud try to accept it n believe that it is all happen for a reason...then....allah will give something better in return and it is only a matter of time that we will realize the beauty of each challenges...coz Allah knows better than us...so...let us pray for them....for a better future....

im so tired bee....life was'nt that hard..but there is so many things that ive to go thru...sometimes im afraid if i cant face it nymore...but i promise i wont give up no matter what....

p/s: i miss him...again...

Thursday, January 14, 2010

i wish im not too late....

wahai tuhan jauh sudah
lelah kaki melangkah
aku hilang tanpa arah
rindu hati sinarmu

wahai tuhan aku lemah
hilang terumur noda
hapuskanlah terangilah
jiwa di hitam jalanku

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

Ya robbi, ijinkanlah
aku kembali padamu
meski mungkin takkan sempurna
aku sebagai hambamu

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

berilkanlah aku
kesempaatn waktu
aku ingin kembali
kembali kepadaMU...

dan meski aku tak layak
sujud padamu
dan sungguh tak layak
aku...

P/s: Ya Allah.ampun kan lah dosa ku..dosa kedua ibu bapaku...adik2 ku...org kesayangan aku..saudara2 ku..da semua muslimun di dunia dan di akhirat..amiinnnnnnnn

song by opick-taubat

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

missing him...



missing you....
i remember what you wore on the first day
you came into my life and i thought ..hey
you know this cud be something

cause everything u do n words you say
you know that it all takes my breath away
and now i'm left with nothing

so maybe its true
dat i cant live w/o u
and maybe two is better than one

but there's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
and you've already got me coming undone
and im thinking that two is better than one

i remember every look upon your face
the way you roll your eyes,the way you say
you make it hard for breathing

cause when i close my eyes and drift away
i think of u and everything's ok
im finally now believing

that maybe its true
that i cant live w/o u
and maybe two is better than one

i cant live w/o u cause baby...
you're my everything....

p/s:i love you



pumpkin & me

confused.....

bee..hye...i'm planning to go back today..but why im still stuck in this place thinking whether or not i should go back...i wanna come home...really..tp saye kene study..test kte byk next week..assignment lgik..bee faham tak??pastu..saye beharap juga...beliau akan mkn dgn saye mlm ni...i wanna go home..i miss my mum..i miss my family..shud i go back??or shud i not??shud i???

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

bestie??i had none....


dear bee....
ape yg aku rase skrg??u mite ask for it..kte rse sunyi...sunyi sgt...kye sedey....sedey sgt...kte jeles...jeles sgt..tau..aku sunyi..sedey..jeles bile tgk org laen jalan ber2,ber3,ber4,ber5,ber6...semua jalan ngan kawan2 diorang..kte ???kte jalan sorang2...pegi class sorang2..balik class sorang2...mkn??kte tak tau nk mkn ngan sape...kte jeles...jeles tgk alet+ginger+raja+dida study same2..aku jeles tgk ella+ijan+caed+alia tgk movie same2...kte jeles gina + sya makan n gelak same2..kte jeles tgk shak+yah+mama+etc wat ape pon sume same2...kte??kte wat ngan sape??tau tak bee...kite wat sume sndri...kite sedey bee..sdey sgt2..kite takde kwn ke???nape kite tak diberi jodoh yg baik dlm persahabatan ni bee??kite tak layak ke dpt kwn yg baik bee??kite jahat eh bee???kite sedey..kite tak de kwn...kite takde org yg kite nk share ape yg kite rase...kat mane bee salah kite??kte tau kite tak baik...tp...erm.....kite suke tgk diorang sume...happy je...wat ape sume same2....ade masalah pon hadapi same2..saye???saye????kite???kite??bee....saye doakan kat Allah moga takkan ade org lain yg rase ape yg kite rase ni...perasaan lonely ni...it hurts...when u see everyone have someone that they can eat and laugh with n ure not...it hurts..when u dont have anyone to..it hurts when u know ure not belong to one of them....it hurts when u start questioning why..but u dont hve the answer....n it hurts so much....rakan ni umpama tangan knan n kiri...it goods when you have both of it...n it is so bad when you have none...trust me...im the philosopher for a lonely girl with no girlfren....hehehe...im sad...n the tears itself is not sufficient to tell how sad i am now...

bee...i miss the gud old days...when we used to do things together...we share foods together..we use the same straw to drinks...we watch movie together...we laugh together...we have a shower together..but now??ive none...what went wrong..Ya ALLAH..please....tabah kan la hati aku...tabah kan laa...berila aku kekuatan untk menghadapi ujian ni...aku tak kuat utk ujian ni..coz i love them so much...moga satu hari nnti Allah akan jodohkn aku dgn seseorang yg bernama sahabat....aminn

P/s: im so tone down...

nothing much i gezz....

salam....hye cik B...watpe???tunngu kite ek...huhuhuhu..sorry...kite busy sgt smlm...wat pp..cari kes review utk cpc...adoi...byk nye keje yg pending..takle blah...next week da start test..ade 2 test..juris n cp..muahahahaha......so. yeah...kene la buat kn...plus...td dlm class pp...mdm.suzanna mcm inspired kitorang satu class kot...dia ckp...semua masalah ade solution..tak kira la senang ke susah..tp sure ade solution....so....be positive...jgn la menyerah dlu (bak kate ella)..kekekekek..kalu ell bace ni sure dgn jerit2..heheheh...kat su tak dgt tdik class...acun ckp dia morning sickness..waaaaaaaaaaaa..jeles.....tak lame lgik dia nk dpt baby da...pumpkin..jom kawen...hehehhe....

cik bee..last sunday..pumpkin n i pegi zoo tau...sudden plan...tak penah lgik kitorang wat keputusan sudden camtu...mule2 gi mkn kat mid...pastu..gi zoo..best la...tp takle cite byk2..coz kite ngn pumpkin jek bole tau...kn pumpkin kn...:)

sgt mengantok..japgi ade class evidence kul 6....im happy..rakan saye tu makin ok....even kisah cinta dia maseh tak tau hujung nye....tapi dia nmpk tabah..moga Allah bersama dgn nye...insyaAllah....ok2...nk tido jap...siyes ngantok....




Sunday, January 10, 2010

in re homework...aiishhh

salam..cik B deary
...duh..im so worry bout this subject..its called Evidence & procedure of Shariah law....(EPS)...it it an interesting subject though..it is basically about what is evidence in Islamic Law perspective and the procedure of the Shariah court particularly in Malaysia..but...among all..the problem lies on me an the lecturer...it seems so hard for me to go along with him..i dont know why...i juz cannot take his sceptical joke...still that does not mean i disrespect him..coz i know that he reli have a knowledge about that field...tp..yg masalh ne aku laa...the problem lies on me..ive to figure it ou..how to encounter such negative feeling...but..how???????????

Cik B...
plz..help me...tell me what shud i do...i know it as all in my head..but i think the negative vibe is all over me...i dont wanna go to his class...nor the tutorial...i dont even wanna do the homework...this is so not me..i knew it...im far better than this..rite cik B...cik B..plz..jgn la senyap jek.......sob..sob....im so scared...wut if..ilmu ni nnti tak berkat coz i dont like him...OMG....i rely have to something bout this...I MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S:...EPS best.....i know...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

my dream...my ambition...

Cik Bee..
hehehe...nmpk tak senyum smpi ke telinga nii....weeeeeee....pumpkin dtg td..amik sushi...kite beli td kat jj time kuar ngan kak ila....beli utk umah 1...knowing my kakak likes sushi so much....n also for pumpkin coz pumpkin n adik2 pon suke sgt mkn sushi...the best part is..they will gather 5 of them at pumpkin's room..sit together n enjoy the sushi...duhh..wish i cud be part of them 1 day nnti...huhuhuhu...berangan tak le blah!!!

hang out with k.ila was so much fun...its been a while since last time kitorang kuar sesame....first we thought to lepak at starbucks...(tp dlm ati da risau2 takot purse tak ckup tebal kn,tp maseh mampu jek..sedap gak kalu ice blended choc kn)....but as we went in there...k.ila ran out mcm kene keje antu jek...OMG..i tot we bump up with sheb(k.ila's ex)...but...ghupe2 nye client dia jmpe pg td..sabo jer la....chop...wat was i said juz now..CLIENT????hurm....it sound good kn..n it suits us very well...hahahhaha....now dia wat conveyancing..kat mane tah tdik dia ckp...takmoh da gi court katenye...dats y dia tak wat litigation lgik..bile tny..tak waste ke tak gi court..she said..nope....so...ok la kn..at least dia da stabil laa...plus dia duduk dekat je kot ngn aku..kat sentul tu hah...isk.22bkn nk ckp awal2...best la.... byk nasihat k.ila pesan tdik..thanks ek kak..you're so naive but yet you so nice indeed!!!!love yaaa~~~~~~~~

erm...bile turn saye pulak nk jd lawyer ni....jeles tgk k.ila...aiseh mennnn.....hehehehe...i wish...i'll be like her one day..i dont want much..i jus wanna be a good lawyer...call to the Bar..holding the certificate for practice..something that i can be proud of..something which can make mak n baba can be proud of me...something which ive been craving for since i was a young girl who knows nothing bout law at that time..something that i believe i can contribute myself to the society...hurmm...i wish these will come true..insyaAllah...

p/s: thanks pumpkin for the vitamin...:)

k.ila & me*hugs*

Friday, January 8, 2010

sickening l.o.v.e

Cik Bee....
Salam...cinta tu bole buat org terawang2 kn...bole buat org tu terbang...bole buat org tu senyum tanpa sbb...bahagia ne..bile bercinta rase mcm separuh jiwa kite di syurga....tenang...hidup pon rase bersemangat..tp anehnye cik bee....love...perkataan yg same...bisa juga buat org itu pergi jiwa nya seluruh skali...sakit bangat..tau ngak...kdg2 slalu terpikir nape cepat manusia ni hatinya berubah...smlm kate nye masih syg...menabur janji...sehidup semati..tp saat ini...mudah skali melafaz pergi....menjadi benci...anehnya manusia...akal dan hati tak pernah ya bersatu....dan sang pencinta akan terus menanti....

mungkin betul ape yg J.J Rosseau katekan...we are all equally good,but become evil when we are involve in the society....man was born free but everywhere in chains...hurmmm.....kite sume akan saling mencintai tp mase menentukan jalan cinta tu....percayalaa..love is a gift...it goes to those who needs it but didnt fight for it..dats y it is a gift...hurmmm.....percaya laa pade takdir kite...kn telah Allah tetapkn sume ne utk kite....berdoa laa...moga cinta kite adelah anugerah terbaik yg dikurniakan Dia....insyaAllah....

cik B...kite harap..rakan kite tu akan terubat lukanye....moga dia akan mendapat penggati yg lebeih baik dr yg sebelum nye....

p/s: i love u pumpkin....those things that happened between them..makes me love u even more....im so glad n grateful i'm with u....


Thursday, January 7, 2010

shallow...mellow..marshmellow

salam.....dear cik blog....

it is so good to be back at home...da la kat uia tu asyik sleepless nite...bile bgn rase fuzzy jek sume...minggu ni cam ok laa...pp was good..cp was good as well...yg laen2 tu cam bese2 jek...so far so good..next week kene start la bace btol2 coz there is so many upcoming test...pphheeww...
nsib ade ella...rakan sepermainan tuk sem ni...ade jek time2 yg kami same2 down..tp ok laa...coz kami punye visionn mision yg same..i love u ella....wish i culd know u earlier...but still...thnk god i found u now....

Pumpkin said this yesterday....so far my day sucks....i hope u enjor yours..poor him...dgn health yg tak brape nk best....dgn arowana ne yg mati....im so sorry for that....but i promise u..we'll get a new one 4 u k pumpkin...jgn la sedey dgt....nnti sume2 arowana tu doa kn pumpkin kat hereafter nnti..trust me...tp cam best kn gi hospital aritu...jgn lupe mkn ubat!!!!

Allah tu name tu name tuhan org Islam la...name tuhan saye!!!!org laen takle pki laa....khas utk org Islam jek..org Islam jek yg layak panggil Allah...tu da mcm budaya org Islam...bile sebut Allah jek org terus refer kat org Islam..samela...bile org sebut Jesus Christ,org terus refer kat org kristian...bile Dewa Durga je sume refer kat org india..so..when it involve one's culture,belief,n identity...why there must be such a mess????????why all of a sudden they wanna used it???why not 20-30 years before?????malaysia is such a pathetic country...our government used to entertain such a crap things...whereby..at this moment..there are so many our brothers and sisters yg tak lunch pon lgik....n jgn harapla dinner pulak kn...n izit fair...when it involve the Muslim's God...but the presiding judge is the non-muslim...man.....nape tak tanye org Islam sndri???ni bkn trespass ke???huhuhuhuhu....amboi...emo lak aku kn..ni sume salah Dr.Iqbal la...jd kn aku bahan dlm clas juris tuh..hurmm....

harapan aku...agar sume pon akan jd spt sediakala....insyaAllah...ameennn....

p/s: things to get better...







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