im so lost...i tot i really do well on being a good partner..i tot im improving myself on being a good girl..i try so hard..but due to my imperfection..he went away...

u see...he loves fish so much..especially arowana...that was the first time i ever heard bout it..i dunno how does it look n what is so special about it...i used to get jealous with arowana coz he cud smile all day long coz of it..but then..i realized that..ok if he likes it so much..i should at least know something about it...so..i started googling here n there just to know what is arowana is all about..i also sign up for this monsterfishkeepers's site..but since im a loser...i dunno how to used it..lawak kn..bnda kecik cam nk operate account tu pon aku tak tau..takkn aku nk expect dia stay ngn aku kn...

then..there is this RC kat fb nye application...he can stay up like what..the whole nite jus to play with it...n get upset if the system down or what not...so i asked myself...what is it so good bout this RC??so..i try to play with it..just to know what izit all bout...but again..im such a dumb head when it comes to games..i dunno how to play it...n again...i cant be part of him...

so..shud i cry??n aku rasa aku mmg tak layak pon utk dia..maybe..thats the reason..why..he is walking away...but i still love him..forever..