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gile laaa...mmg hati cam siput gile...sikit2 nk nangis..pandang kanan nk nangis..pandang kiri pon nk nangis...sume jd tak betul...pandang kanan nmpk gambar dia..pandang kiri nmpk brg2 yg dia bg..deym...i feel like exploding....i dunno wat to do...i wish i know what went wrong n fix it rite...i wish i know how to mend this heart n laugh....i dun wanna cry...i dunno what to say....abim said...try to fix it out...abim said...perhaps there something that i do..n abim said..be strong..but abim..i dunno how to be strong...i dunno how to fix it..i dunno how to ged rid of this..i miss the old him when he used to text n call me here n then..i missed the time when he just call to say that he missed me n love me...i miss eh him...i miss him so much...but he's walking away now..n i stuck rite here..even tho i wish i cud stop him..i cant...n why oh why he is not mine??