Assalammualaikum,

Wow…it been a while since my last post?? July 2011.. almost a year…good job …well done…hahahha…

Anyway… a brief fact about my life since last july.. im HAPPILY EXTREMELY married…and now…I am 2 month pregnant…gooshhh..soon going to be a MOMMY???!!!..confuse jap~~

anyway..im super-duper tired…ive mentioned right im reading in chamber (pupillage/chambering) whatever you want to call it…last year..in this one particular firm in Malaysia..yeah…so upon the completion of my pupillage period they offered me a job here as a legal assistant.

Setelah difikirkan masak2…aku pun terima kasih aje la sbb org da offer aku kerja…so start laa keje situ early December 2011..lame2…hurm…tah laa…I don’t know what is my expectation..the thing is I’ve been here since January 2011..si I should expect that this kind of thing will happen..it just a mtter on how am I going to deal with it…

Now that I’m pregnant. Things have changed. I mean the way I dealt with things. To tell the truth I’m just tired of this place. Everyone here is nice except for this particular old lady..she is in her 50’s.. so consider old aite. Oh gosh.. pregnancy is good but it can be BAD as well…it affect my hormones n my body tremendously. Im not my self. I grumpy all the time.. I complaint all the time… n I always feel annoyed all the time.. mcm dlm dunia ni aku sorang jek betul!!! Nak kene tampar laju2 ke???

So semua bnda yg aku wat kat office before ni…aku akan rase cam.. “ why on earth I have to do this?” yes…things that is beyond my job scope. Like picking up phone…transfer it to others…which suppose to be done by receptionist? Ok…entertain despatch, courier man, etc which is logically to be done by a clerk cum receptionist. I HAVE TO DO THAT AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My first trimester was quiet bad. If you think it is only a puke whats a big deal..think again. It is not just a puke. It is the Puke.n i puke at night...it is not morning sickness...for my case it is night sickness...so imagine..after your sleepless night, on the morrow you have to go to work..n have to do so many things and stuff.n i magine after 2 or   3 days in a row u don't sleep???hurm...i really wanna die! no... I really wanna quit from my job since death is not an option...

so..dilemma.... should i quit ??can i??

"Life is not hard..it is me who drive it nuts!"

regards,

-me-