Mending the heart -season II

hye there..just got back from chow kit...teman kakak crik brg dia n i grab a blouse so that it will make me feel better...to tell the truth...im in no mood to do nything or go nywhere...n im no better even after bought that blouse *sigh*i dont have the desire to try on the blouse nor ive desire to keep in in the wardrobe..so yeah...let it be there until i feel much more better....freaking me..even i know ive an assignment for PP next class,im still here..numb...i cant do or think bout nything...ive a pending story telling...about that Sarah n Rayyan..but i just cant ... what i wanna do now is ...i just wanna get a long sleep n wish i wont wake up coz i dont wanna think about thing people called as P.R.O.B.L.E.M....well. yeahhhhh...here i am..again in front of the lappy and mending the heart again...let me ask u sumthing...how are u supposed to feel when u bought something for someone n when u call that someone,that someone didnt pick up the phone n u are left with no options but to feel frustrated????hell yeah...frustrated i am....it is not like everyday u will get that opportunity to buy that something for that someone rite????n when u cant give it, u feel like u wanna screamed out loud n tell the world that this is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... but here i am..mending the heart.... im not a sucker for a broken hearted love song..but here i am..downloading as much as possible that kind of songs n play it again n again...to tell u the truth bee..aint not feel better...

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see bee...erghhhhhhhhh..what the tetttttt..am i listening to this song by siti nurhaliza???1st i dont like her personally coz she is too damn lucky n its annoyed me with that LV handbag that she got for her birthday present...n secondly...this song is soooooooooo...urghhh...pathetic..like i am now...bee oh bee...listening to that kind of songs make me feel miserable....bee...should i cry???hell yeah..i cried yesterday..i wont cry anymore...i just wanna get some sleep....sleep...sleep...so that..i dont have to think bout it...

p/s: i hate you for what had happened..but i still love you..