hye there..
i love my day today..n i hate it as well...life is so unfair...n i loathed the way its treat me...!!!im so pissed off....i just wanna cry...i wanna cry..cry...cry...
u know what bee...
after the final exam...only today i got the chance to went out n have some fun with my fren...it went so well...i went to lrt to pick her up + she have to wait for me for almost half an hour...we went to selayang so that i cud take a picture...then went to wondermilk...n throwing all the important facts n updates each other here n then...then we went to ou...so that i cud find something for this upcoming event..we went for movie which was fun..we even had henna...n thank to her...for making up my days...
bee...
i know..its my fault....kite balik lmbt..i know...but then again...it is after sometimes..n it is b4 7..but..why mak make so much hassle bout that??why???why dia sgt mara??her reasons were so unreasonable....dinner was not ready yet...n baba oredi da lapar...n kakak tak sempat beli coz ade keje....n kite??asyik nk kuar je..cuti2 tak reti nk duk umah!!!!bkn tau nk tolong ape e bkn yg patot...ok bee...this is the part yg kite sgt tak bole terima...abg kn ade??k.nora???nape tak pesan diorang???diorang balik keje kul 5 kn???y takle suh diorang??nape??mati ker diorang kalu pegi beli dinner utk parents sndri??kenapa aku yg bru kuar today...sgt jahat di mata mak????nape bile aku tak le tolong aku jdi sgt jahat??n abg slalu yg terbaik even dia tak perlu pon buat ape2...
owh..bee...i hate abg so much now!!!!i hate him!!!!!its always like that..aritu baba mara2..tengking2...pon same jugak..kite n kakak jugak yg jahat nye..pdhal...dr mula rumah renovate..kite n akak yg tolong...kite bkn nk ngungkit...i dont mind really...my parents jugak..tp takkan la its always kite anak yg tak bertimbang rase???????kite ni teruk sgt ke bee??kite tau..kite tak baik...kite tak tau kite bkn anak yg perfect...tp bee...kite tak cube sebaik mungkin..takkan smpi taknak ckp ngn kite bee??besar sgt ke???n again...dia borak ngan abg...mcm abg tu malaikat!!n i hate him!!!!teruk mane pon...degil mane pon..tak wat ape pon..he is still the best depan mata mak n baba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n i hate him!!!if it happen he will read this one day..yes abg..i hate him!!!as for now...!!!i really do..i hate u..i hate your wife!!!no matter how bad u guys did...ure always the shining star...to hell with the stars!!!i dont give a deym bout that...i dont wish to become my parents stars...but again...i also dont wanna be the blacksheep of the family..ive try so hard...i wake up early..i helped...n wut else????bee....i wish..i can go away..so that i dont have to face this everyday...it hurts u know...it hurts...why can she asked her fave son to guy n buy dinner???why???why???why cant abg...as a son..have the courtesy to at least asked about that??why???why??why it always us yg tak bole harap??why??why bee??why??im so tired of this...but i love my parents...i love them so much...n i dont think i can survive w/out them...but why they treat me dis way??it is after sometimes kn bru kuar..in fact..kite tak kuar pon mlm after exam tu coz diorang tak kasi...why bee????sediy bee...sediy sgt...n i know kakak pon rase bnda yg same coz she was crying mase kite masuk bilik dia td...bee...i really wish i cud run away...so that mak n baba wud realise that i love them so much..n please dont treat me like this...but bee...how???owh.....i hate abg..i hate him...!!!
i wished one day abg will realise that he is just not a great son or a great bro...i dont care if he cant be a great bro..but please be a good son!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love my day today..n i hate it as well...life is so unfair...n i loathed the way its treat me...!!!im so pissed off....i just wanna cry...i wanna cry..cry...cry...
u know what bee...
after the final exam...only today i got the chance to went out n have some fun with my fren...it went so well...i went to lrt to pick her up + she have to wait for me for almost half an hour...we went to selayang so that i cud take a picture...then went to wondermilk...n throwing all the important facts n updates each other here n then...then we went to ou...so that i cud find something for this upcoming event..we went for movie which was fun..we even had henna...n thank to her...for making up my days...
bee...
i know..its my fault....kite balik lmbt..i know...but then again...it is after sometimes..n it is b4 7..but..why mak make so much hassle bout that??why???why dia sgt mara??her reasons were so unreasonable....dinner was not ready yet...n baba oredi da lapar...n kakak tak sempat beli coz ade keje....n kite??asyik nk kuar je..cuti2 tak reti nk duk umah!!!!bkn tau nk tolong ape e bkn yg patot...ok bee...this is the part yg kite sgt tak bole terima...abg kn ade??k.nora???nape tak pesan diorang???diorang balik keje kul 5 kn???y takle suh diorang??nape??mati ker diorang kalu pegi beli dinner utk parents sndri??kenapa aku yg bru kuar today...sgt jahat di mata mak????nape bile aku tak le tolong aku jdi sgt jahat??n abg slalu yg terbaik even dia tak perlu pon buat ape2...
owh..bee...i hate abg so much now!!!!i hate him!!!!!its always like that..aritu baba mara2..tengking2...pon same jugak..kite n kakak jugak yg jahat nye..pdhal...dr mula rumah renovate..kite n akak yg tolong...kite bkn nk ngungkit...i dont mind really...my parents jugak..tp takkan la its always kite anak yg tak bertimbang rase???????kite ni teruk sgt ke bee??kite tau..kite tak baik...kite tak tau kite bkn anak yg perfect...tp bee...kite tak cube sebaik mungkin..takkan smpi taknak ckp ngn kite bee??besar sgt ke???n again...dia borak ngan abg...mcm abg tu malaikat!!n i hate him!!!!teruk mane pon...degil mane pon..tak wat ape pon..he is still the best depan mata mak n baba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n i hate him!!!if it happen he will read this one day..yes abg..i hate him!!!as for now...!!!i really do..i hate u..i hate your wife!!!no matter how bad u guys did...ure always the shining star...to hell with the stars!!!i dont give a deym bout that...i dont wish to become my parents stars...but again...i also dont wanna be the blacksheep of the family..ive try so hard...i wake up early..i helped...n wut else????bee....i wish..i can go away..so that i dont have to face this everyday...it hurts u know...it hurts...why can she asked her fave son to guy n buy dinner???why???why???why cant abg...as a son..have the courtesy to at least asked about that??why???why??why it always us yg tak bole harap??why??why bee??why??im so tired of this...but i love my parents...i love them so much...n i dont think i can survive w/out them...but why they treat me dis way??it is after sometimes kn bru kuar..in fact..kite tak kuar pon mlm after exam tu coz diorang tak kasi...why bee????sediy bee...sediy sgt...n i know kakak pon rase bnda yg same coz she was crying mase kite masuk bilik dia td...bee...i really wish i cud run away...so that mak n baba wud realise that i love them so much..n please dont treat me like this...but bee...how???owh.....i hate abg..i hate him...!!!
i wished one day abg will realise that he is just not a great son or a great bro...i dont care if he cant be a great bro..but please be a good son!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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