besame mucho...

priceless...

bee...in life...you will met thousand of people with different personality..but there are only a fews that really give a big impact in your life...n very a few that you really treasure their existence in your life...that people will be there for you in time of sorrow n grief n also in the time of happiness n pleasure....they are what we call as frens...as for me..yeah..i do have a lot of frens...since the day one i know hat frens means..anyway....there is three girls in my life that i treasure the most coz they accept me unconditionally...so today...they are the people that i wish will be there if i ever get married someday..of coz..mestila nk juge kwn2 lain cam alia...ijan..caed..durga..mai...payung..arm...n etc dtg..coz i love them juga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n as for them...saye harap mereka dgn saye as my maid of honor if i ever get married one day nnti...so here they are...my priceless girlfriends....





firstly..ni name dia Siti Suhaila bt Kamaruddin...well...we've known each other for almost 13 years..back then since primary school...dia stat msuk skola SKTKP same class ngn kite 2Cempaka...mase ni di gemuk sgt..heheh:P (jgn mara eyh coz i revealing the secret)..but now she turns up to be a pretty woman i must say..mase mula2 tu cam nyampah nye minah ni..siyesly..sgt arrogant!!!hahahha....poyo jek..pensel box sume nk yg hebat je...ade this one particular incident...she always brought a drink to school..there was botol air ni...cam lawa laa...it is transparent n from outside you can see there were fish cam berenang2....so cam kagum la kn coz kite bwk botol air cap tupperware jek...tp sbb mak da pesan jgn pegang2 brg org so i dont dare to touch it like other girls...so this one of our fren name durga...dia pegang n somehow terlepas...praaaaakkkkk....pecah sudeh..bergolek2 di tangga da ikan2 tipu tu pon melari2 kn diri....hehehhe...mengamuk gile minah ni...tp tak ingt la ape jdi next....now..after 13 years..sume pon berubah..kitorang still lgik kwn even after dia byk kali pindah randah...eventho kitorang slalu gak la tukar boifren tp kitorang tak plan nk tukar bestfren...kan darl?????hehhehe...satu lgik psl dia...tulisan dia susah gile nk bace..cakar ayam..hehehe..tp tu bkn masalah nye co kitorang still sent the snail mail back then when dia kat california...bole kate evrymonth mesti kitorang akn pos surat..ye la..dulu made email fb n all kn...anyhow...we survive...n i proud to say that...this is my good fren!!!!! i love u dear sue...may our friendship last forever.....



This in another beloved frens of mine..her is Ainnur Farhana bt Ariffin..status..single and available...seorang yg sgt ceria n gagah...hahahaha...kite panggil dia wanita gagah sbb dia mmg hebat...sape yg dpt dia kn mmg haappy laa..sbb dgn dia..org nangis pon dia gelak gak sbb dia rase kelakar..tah pape...so kalu sediy2..dia adelah therapy yg baik!!!!!kite start knal dia kat matrix..sebilik kat Aishah college...mase mule2 knal rase cam ..mak aiiii..serabut nye budak ni...heheheh..kelam kabut jek...turun katil main lompat jek..tak pki tangga pon..bwk kete pon manual kot..bkn ke gagah namenye???hahahah....she is brilliant u know..wat engineering gitu...hebat tak...pndi plak tu..rjin...kuat blaja...n kuat tido gak..hahahaha....satu bnda psl dia yg kite akan selalu ingt..dia malas lipat baju..so biar dia tido kt bwh takpe...n baju sume akan berlambak2 kat atas katil..or worse..dia tido je ngn bju2 tu skali...ade one time tu..kite konpius..eyh..ainur ni ade ke tak..coz nmpk bju je...hahahaha..cute kn..i love her....dia selalu positive...she is not a good adviser though...but she is really a fren that u can trust n will lend her ears now n then...sumtimes in difficulties u just need sumone to listen to your problem...n she's the girl!!!even kitorang jarang jumpe...tp kite akan selalu ingt dia...dlm doa...nsib ade ym...heheheh....anur....i love u beb..thanks for being such a gud darling to me...
p/s: aku curik gamba ni dr fb...kuikuikui....



people....Introducing my lovely sweet partner...siti ruhaila bt Ariffin...(dia n ainur bkn adik beradik kembar k...name ayah jek same..tp satu dok tganu satu dok banting..heheh)name manje dia ella...mase dia ckp panggil je dia ella..i was like...owhhh emm geee....perasan cam ella ke bdak ni...hahahha...jahat tak..rupe2nye dia mmg suke ella mase kecik2 dlu...tp now tak da...fave lagu dia standing in the eys of the world...(set..sbnanrnye tu je lgu ella yg kite tau..hehhe)..stat knal pon kat matric gak...n rapat since then...tp become really close since last sem..she is nice..lovely..n mengancam!!..hahahahahha(gelak guling2) jgn mara yer awk..nnti kene jual....saye sayang dia....mase kwn2 buang saye..diala yg kutip saye....bile saye pecaye there is no such thing as BFF...she proved me otherwise...dia ajar kite yg bkn smua org same...n BFF do exist!! yg paling sedih bile dia ckp cni..."mestila..awk kn bestfren saye"..ok i admit it...i cried at that moment coz i thought i dont have any....thats the beauty of her...dia selalu positif bile saye negatif..n vice versa...we are like a couple who compliment each other...dia lawa kn..tp selalu rase tak..geram btol...tp dia baik hati...tak pernah marah2...kalu marah org ppon dia diam jek...tp pastu dia da ok...sgt supportive gak...the best thing bout her is that..she always tell me things that i should know...n not that i want to hear..so at the end..i'll like...yeah..she's rite....duhhhh..seee..awk sgt mempengaruhi saye....dis cengih gak cam kite..keje asyik nk leleh jek..mayb sbb 2-2 bdak virgo...saye syg dia..saye selalu wish sye knal dia dr dulu lgik.....coz people like her..its like 1 in a million....dear ella...i love you...n thanks for accepting me for who i am....p/s: awk....saye curik gamba ni dr fb...sgt lawa ok..photogenik..jgn mara eyh..xoxoxxo

saye harap..diorang bertiga ni akan selalu happy smpi bile2...doa saye..Allah akn selalu protect diorang dri kesedihan dan kejahilan...dan kami tergolong dlm golongan org2 solehah...diberkati hidup..di dunia dan akhirat..dan kami akan jumpa pasangan yg betul2 syg kami n someone special yg bole kami bergantung hidup...sbb...walau cner pon perangai kami berempat...hati kami tetap same...mahu disayangi dan menyayangi...owh God..please..granted me this prayer....moge persahabatan kami kekal smpi saye mati!!!!


p/s: i love you pumpkin..

speak from the heart...

dear bee...

Life is not that easy u see...sekeliling hidup kite..ade aje org yg busuk hati..cemburu..tak ikhlas..benci...kat diri kite...yg paling menyakitkn hati bile org2 tu pandai pulak bermuka2 dgn kite...it hurts more when their outside n inside shows otherwise...tak tally lgsg..so kite pon akan tau yg dia sebenarnye tak ikhlas...pndi bermuka...kalu ade anugerah tu...tak tau sape yg akan menang..sbb semua manusia same...equally layak utk dpt title tu....

the thing is...things like that wont happen if kite smua ni tau rase bersyukur....contohnye dlm persahabatan kn...once kite da kwn ngn org tu kite akan hope we will stay as BFF forever after...well..fine..true enuf...semua org pon camtu...tapi adekah dgn rase camtu kite layak utk rase marah bile kwn kite tu ade kwn baik yg lain???no...absolutely no..because why..one day or maybe rite now..kite pon ade je kwn baik lain selain dr org tu...so sgt unfair la kn bile org tu kuar ngn org lain kite nk jeles..padahal kite pon selalu je kuar ngn kwn2 lain selain dia....pastu..adil ke bile time kite kuar ngn kwn lain..kite biarkn kwn tu kat bilik..n expect utk dia faham kite...cant u guys feel how selfish human can be...hurmmm..

same jugak la bile kat special sumone...kite bole je kuar sesuki hati..tak plak pikir psl kwn kite...tp bile time kwn kite yg kuar ng his or her special sumone..kite geram..sakit hati...or shud i say ure freaking jealous coz ure not????or now..u feel like ure left alone...be real ppl...nnti kat sane nnti..kite sorang2 juge....takde sape pon akn amik tau psl kite...maybe sbb tu Allah tak kasi kite backbiting coz at t he end of the day..kite mmg sensorang menghadap dia yg Esa..

thats life....kite akan selalu di beri 2 pilihan...buruk dan baik...kalu kite salah wat pilihan...adelah akibatnye...kalau baik pilihan nye..lain pule ganjaran nye....but..always remember..Allah tu Maha Adil dan Maha Penyayang....bile kite buat pilihan yg salah...n akibat nye sgt la memeritkn...dia pasti akan turunkn pelangi nan indah pula untuk kite...takkn sekali Dia biarkn kite selamanye perit dan payah....Sama juge...bile kite buat pilihan yg tepat....Alhamdulillah...syukur sgt...namun..Allah akan duga kite dgn ujian pula...sebab Dia yakin kite bole hadapi nye..n supaya kite senantiasa ingat dan bersyukur dgn ape yg kite ade....Indah kn hidup ni....indah lgik agama Islam kite...sbb kite akan sentiasa hidup dlm kasih syg dr Allah.....bile kite selalu rase kite seorang...kite tak sedar pon yg Dia selalu ade perhati kn kite..bile kite sedih..kite tak sedar pon yg Allah selalu ade tunggu kite untuk meminta petunjuk dr Nya....bile kite didatangi masalah...kite tak sedar pon yg Allah selalu ade penyelesaian nya n tunggu kite untuk meminta dari Nya...sbb tu lah....ade hadith yg ckp lebih kurg cni mksd dia.....Allah sgt syang pd hambaNya yg meminta2 n berdoa padaNya...so...berdoa laaa...n jgn pernah berputus asa...coz...bile kite tak dpt sesuatu yg kite nak...bkn maknanye Allah tak syg kn kite..cume mungkin dia nk berikan kite sesuatu yg lebih baik...ataupon its about time that He will give it to us....patient...be patient n it will pay....insyaAllah...

p/s: i love you...

you..

hye there..lets get it over n done with...so..let us just break it up will ya???

p/s: i love u still..deym..

Mending the heart -season II

hye there..just got back from chow kit...teman kakak crik brg dia n i grab a blouse so that it will make me feel better...to tell the truth...im in no mood to do nything or go nywhere...n im no better even after bought that blouse *sigh*i dont have the desire to try on the blouse nor ive desire to keep in in the wardrobe..so yeah...let it be there until i feel much more better....freaking me..even i know ive an assignment for PP next class,im still here..numb...i cant do or think bout nything...ive a pending story telling...about that Sarah n Rayyan..but i just cant ... what i wanna do now is ...i just wanna get a long sleep n wish i wont wake up coz i dont wanna think about thing people called as P.R.O.B.L.E.M....well. yeahhhhh...here i am..again in front of the lappy and mending the heart again...let me ask u sumthing...how are u supposed to feel when u bought something for someone n when u call that someone,that someone didnt pick up the phone n u are left with no options but to feel frustrated????hell yeah...frustrated i am....it is not like everyday u will get that opportunity to buy that something for that someone rite????n when u cant give it, u feel like u wanna screamed out loud n tell the world that this is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... but here i am..mending the heart.... im not a sucker for a broken hearted love song..but here i am..downloading as much as possible that kind of songs n play it again n again...to tell u the truth bee..aint not feel better...

Setitis air mata
Gugur ke bumi
Menjadi lautan kaca
Harusku renangi

Dimana kau menghilang
Kasihku rindu
Biar apapun menghalang

Jangahlah kau membisu

Inikah cinta menghiris jiwa
Kau biar hidupku jadi melara
Sucikah cinta kau cemar janjinya
Bertarung aku dengan sengsara

Tak relaku bersedih
Dihimpit duka
Berkaca hati merintih
Pecah tak kuduga

Ingin ku meluahkan
Segugus rindu
Kembalilah keindahan
Cahaya di hatiku

see bee...erghhhhhhhhh..what the tetttttt..am i listening to this song by siti nurhaliza???1st i dont like her personally coz she is too damn lucky n its annoyed me with that LV handbag that she got for her birthday present...n secondly...this song is soooooooooo...urghhh...pathetic..like i am now...bee oh bee...listening to that kind of songs make me feel miserable....bee...should i cry???hell yeah..i cried yesterday..i wont cry anymore...i just wanna get some sleep....sleep...sleep...so that..i dont have to think bout it...

p/s: i hate you for what had happened..but i still love you..

Mending the heart

p/s: i will still love you..

butter n jam...JAMMED!!

ok bee..listen...bile hati da kering..otak da jam...cner saye nk kembangkn watak Rayyan dan Sarah ni??????erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....idea cam byk gile nk wat aksi2 spontan Rayyan dlm tackle hati si Sarah..tp takot nye..terlalu fokus kat situ..nnti plot cite tu jd meleret plak...cner saye nk wat Sarah betul2 lupekn Eid???(bile sye sndri pon susah)...*sigh*..tp itulaaa...saye nk Sarah jato hati pd Rayyan..dan Rayyan berjaya buat ape yg diamanahkn..mmg la nmpk cam Rayyan tipu..tp why not kn....i believe that people would do anything for people they really love..n it includes..family,spouse n also frens...am i rite???hurm.....cner ni??cner ni???bole ke Sarah lupekn Eid??cner saye nk buat ni?hurm....tetibe teringt watak Maisarah n Is dlm "semusim yg berlalu"...aiseh...mase tu masih aktif lgik...so otak pon tak karat...so idea dtg pon cam air paip laaa...now..lololololol.....hurm..cpatla dtg idea ku..kalu tak nnti..it end up..i'll talk about my personal life here in public..kekekekke...

who are you?

Hey you!!!!yes..you there!!!!! You sounds like a stranger to me..the way you talked to me...you’re like someone close to me but yet you are a stranger...

~Chances~

Sarah masih berteleku di tikar sejadah. Dia khusyuk membaca Al-Mathurat dikala senja sementara menunggu masuk nye waktu Maghrib. Dia ingin mencari segenap ketenangan dlm diri sementelah seharian bersusah2 mencari ilmu. Dia seboleh2 ingin menjadi umat yg tahu rasa bersyukur atas nikmat yg diberikan. MUngkin dlm pencarian itu, dia pernah dan akan tergelincir, tp dia mengharapkan petunjuk dr Ilahi dlm meneruskn langkah hidupnya. Usai membaca Al-mathurat, Sarah memandang keluar tingkap, tiba2 hatinye tersingkap peristiwa bersama Rayyan petang smlm di KLCC. Entah mengapa, hatinya kuat mengatakan bukan Rayyan org kesayangan nya..seperti Boy dlu. Walaupun Boy sgt baik baik,tp tak bermakna kami akan bersatu. Biarla, Ella kata aku hidup dlm kenangan, tp kalu kenangan yg membuatkn aku terus hidup, mengapa tidak?

'Rayyan..Rayyan..aku harap kau akan ketemu perempuan sebaik kau.Perjalanan aku masih jauh Rayyan. byk yg ingin kugapai dan kucapai dlm hidup ni. Lagipun, hati aku tak bersedia lgik utk membuka lembaran utk seorang yg bernama lelaki,'bisik hatinya perlahan.

'Minah!!sergah Ella dr belakang. Kau bace tak status Farouk kat Facebook tu? Cacat la dia tu. Ada pulak dia ckp mcm tu. Sesuka ati jek nk komen2. tak sensitif lgsg. Ingt ni dunia dia ke!' Bentak Ella lgik.

Aku yg tak tau ape2 ni selamba wat muka blur campur blues dpn Ella. Mintak penjelasan la konon. Cepat aje2 jari2 aku menekan tetikus utk membuka buku dinding yg menjadi kegilaan semua org serata dunia.

" GIRLS ARE STUPID"

'kekekkeke...'Sarah tergelak2.
'patotla ko hangin. Ala Ella...rilex jer laa...dia tu mmg kn mmg camtu..budget dia la yg paling bagus..tp dia tak tau yg dia sebenarnye paling jahil kn. Ko jgn ikotlaa..kalu ko geram..maknanye,ko pon da tergolong dlm kategori dia jugak,'

'hmm...yerlaaa. eh..yg ko ni termenung2 ni..ko pikirkn si Rayyan eh??ahhhhh..ko ja jatuh hati eh kat dia??da tersangkut la tu...jeng..jeng...jeng....' Ella cube serkap jarang.

'huh?sesuke ati perut ko aje ye.Tak la weh.Aku tak boleh lagi.ko pon tau aku cner.bkn aku tak nk.tp aku takmau bagi harapan yg aku sendiri pon tak pasti aku bole buat atau tidak'

'Sarah..da lame bnda tu.nape ko pikir kn lgik.Eid pon tah2 tak ingt ko lgi.Tah2 dia da beranak pinak ke.takkan ko masih nk tunggu dia. Janji yg korang buat tu,janji zaman kite kanak2.tak matang.tak tau mksd janji. dah la sarah.Cuba ko bkak pintu hati kau tu utk org lain. Kau ..aku...Rayyan..semua org dlm dunia ni berhak utk bahagia. bg peluang diri kau utk dicintai dan mencintai' nasihat Ella.

Cewaaahhh..sejak bile plak aku jd kaunselor part timer ni??hehehhe..ckp kat org pndi la...love story aku sndri terkapai2 kot...Ella berkata2 dlm hati.

'bkn aku tak cube beb..aku da cube..dgn Boy dlu pon aku cube. tp last2 ko tgk, Boy jmpe juga org lain.kate nk bg aku peluang. tp dia yg cabut dlu. Rayyan pon tah2 same'
luah Sarah

'oit makcik,ko takleh ar nk expect laki tu tunggu ko..mmg la diorang syg ko..tp dah ko terang2 ckp taknak...suruh diorang crik org lain la...of coz la diorang decide nk move on..thats life dude...u gotta move on. kau sndri tak bg peluang utk diri kau bahagia,jgn salahkn org lain pulak kalu diorang dpt cri bahagia tu' komen Ella lgik.

Sarah diam lgi dan mengeluh. tibe2 dia dpt idea best utk alih kn perhatian Ella.

'Yunk, ko ngn Azri cne?'

Tercekik air liur Ella dek kerana panahan soklan maut tu. Muka yg td berkobar2 nk jd penasihat mula bertukar jd muka org yg perlukn nasihat.

'Aku??ntah laa..aku rase dia tu nk wat geli2 je ngan aku...'

'ko sure ke??smpi jmp parents ko tu kire wat geli2 ke??aku rase taklaa...pernah ko bg dia peluang utk explain??pernah ko bg dia peluang uk betulkn keadaan?pernah ko bg diri ko peluang utk slow talk ngn dia?tak kn?yg ko buat,ko selalu dgr ckp org..n ko wat assumption sdnri psl r/ship korang.cner nk berkembang weh???ko suh aku bg peluang kt Rayyan. ko plak cner? at least ko takde la kisah silam cam aku n ko mmg sah2 suke Azri tu. r/ship is about two people who are madly in love n no others. wutever u r frens mite said, they have ho rite to decide on your feelings n how u felt towards that guy. Mmg aku tak suke Rayyan, tp sekurang2 nye aku tak lari cam kau,' luah Sarah pjg lebar. dia tau Ella dan Azri same2 suke each other, tp dek kerana mulut org yg byk mkn cabai kn, tak sempat nk berkembang pon r/ship tu terbantut kat tgh2..takde permulaan, takde penghabisan. kesian laaaaa....

Terkedu Ella dgn kate2 Sarah. Mmg betul, semua yg Sarah ckp ade betul nye.
' Aku pon fikir bnda yg same Sarah, tp my inside n outside didnt go side by side.not parallel.im confused. n i dont wanna take a risk. ko tak phm Sarah..'

' aku rase kn yunk...when it comes to love, hnye org tu jer yg tau kn...org lain takkn phm sbb diorang bkn dlm situasi kite..aku harap ko akn bg 2nd chance kat Azri. everybody deserve a 2nd chance. n when u love someone, chances is outnumber, coz it will always there.u got wut i mean?kite doa2 same k...'


bunyi msg hp Sarah menggangu keheningan senja di Block E,Mahallah Nusaibah.Pantas Sarah mencapai hp nye dan membca msg yg sudah diketahui siapa penghantar nye..

" Sarah MyHoney, dah tu gossip2..gi solat magrib"
sender- Rayyan
Terbeliak bijik mata Sarah. Alamk cner dia tau ni??

"TE TET TE TET" MSUK LGIK SATU MSG

" Hah nape muke terkejut sgt tu? gi la solat"

Bagai kerbau kene cucuk, Sarah bingkas ke toilet amik wuduk. smbil terpikir2 cner Rayyan bole tau. smpi kat pintu bilik, Sarah patah balik dan membalas msg Rayyan..

" Sarah Maihani ke...jgn pndi je nk tukar jd Sarah MyHoney..aku bkn honey ko k..thanks for the reminder anyway"

Di hujung sane, Rayyan tersenyum setelah membaca msg Sarah. Sarah Maihani. Sarah Myhoney...Dia tau, Sarah mesti bengang gile evrytime dia pangil sarah mcm tu.

'Kalu aku jumpe mak bapak Sarah ni, aku nk ckp thanks, sbb pndi pilin nama utk Sarah..hehehhe..Ko tau Sarah, Eid was rite..u're such a dear person. i fall in love in you day by day even that is not my real intention. u'll be mine. i promise!' jnji Rayyan dlm hati.






p/s: ideaaaa~~
Di

~tribute to someone~

‘Sarah!!!tungguuuuuuu!!!!’ pekik Rayyan dari jauh.

Sarah hanya mendiamkn diri dan meneruskn langkah nye.Tidak laju,tidak perlahan. Dia tidak mahu ketemu Rayyan lagi. Bukan menjauhkn diri tp malas utk memikirkn perkara yg serabut. Bukan dia tak saying pd Rayyan,Cuma saying nye hanya setakat kawan,tak lebih dr tu,tp masalah nye Rayyan ni tak reti2 bahasa. Sudah genap 3bulan 10 hari Rayyan asyik mengekor Sarah.Sarah rimas. Tiba2 Sarah mendapat idea.

‘aku nk gi ladies.kalu ko nk ikot meh la’

‘owh??ok’ dan dgn selamba nye Rayyan ikot masuk sekali dlm toilet. Kecoh toilet kat KLCC sekejapan.Semua terkejut tgk Rayyan yg memegang tgn Sarah seolah2 Sarah seorang pesakit.

Sarah yg terkujat dek tingkah laku Rayyan hanya mampu menahan rasa. Pompuan2 dlm toilet ni pon satu,tak payah la nk jerit2 pon. BUkan si Rayyan ni skodeng diorang wat projek pon.sengal.!

‘Mintak maaf ye akak2. Adik pompuan saye ni sakit mata,jadi saye tak berani la nk biarkn dia masuk sorang2.Maaf kak..teruskn bisnes akak cam biasa.Kami tak lama’ ujar Rayyan dgn selamba.

‘Wat??aku sakit mata??kuang asam boi tol mamat ni!’ bentak Sarah dlm hati. Siap ko nnti.dendam sarah dlm hati.

Sebaik saja keluar dri toilet, Sarah pon terus sepak kaki Rayyan.

“ADOIIIII!!!!”raung Rayyan. “sakitla..ko ni pe kes??aku saman ko kang!”

“hoi! Aku saman malu ko dlu...kuang asam ko kate aku sakit mata. Sejak bile aku jdik adik ko???

Rayyan tersengih2 cam kera kene belacan. Sambil garu2 kepala yg kelemumur tu dia berkata.

‘Betulkn ko sakit mata...sebab tak nmpk org hensem mcm aku yg syg ko smpi nyawa akhir aku...betul kn ko adik aku...adik manis yg paling aku syg dlm seumur kehidupan aku’ suara Rayyan yg cukup perlahan,namun bias menggegarkn gegendang telinga Sarah dan terus masuk ke hati nye...ni la yg dinamakn dari telinga turun ke hati.

Rayyan sengih lgik.Alamak,budak kesayangan aku naik hangin ni.isk..tp bibirnye masih manis dgn senyuman.teserlah lesung pipit nye.yg unik nya,lesung pipit Rayyan ade sebelah kiri aje. Bile ditanya,Rayyan jwb kalu ade lgik seblah tak special la aku..sbb da rmi org ade lesung pipit 2-2 belah. Tp Sarah panggil Rayyan mamat gonjeng sbb ade satu jek lesung pipit.

Sarah yg tersentuh hatinye,cepat2 melarikn pandangan mata dan meneruskn langkah nye. Tibe2 dia berpusing seraya berkata ,

“Rayyan.lain kali jgn ikot aku masuk toilet lgik. Wat malu ko aje. Nnti terguris ego. Lain kali jgn wat semua yg aku suruh. Aku tak suka lelaki yg ikut ckp aku je,”

Rayyan sengih lgi. Kali ni sengih bangga!

“YES2!!Sarah da mula cair ngn aku,” dan dia mula mau gelak guling2 dlm hati. Takkan nk gelak guling2 kat KLCC, kang ade yg kene anta masuk Tg.Rambutan plak.

“ Sarah..i love you,but i don’t do this for you.....”bisik hati Rayyan perlahan. Dan dia mula terbayangkn wajah seseorang.

“Sorry Rayyan. Aku tak bole. Aku rindu lagi pada Eid. Sebab tu aku tak bole terima kau. Sbb Eid akan selalu dlm hati aku. Walau dia tak pernah ingt aku sejak 7 tahun lalu,tp aku tetap tak bole lepaskn dia pergi dari kenangan aku. Sorry Rayyan,” keluh Sarah.

p/s: Eid & memories...

dreadful

bee...
:(

1.stress ngn study...
2. kene mara ngn mak...

PERFECT!

Less is more...

hye dear bee....
today...hurm...how should i put it???ok2...hari ni ialah hari2 yg terbaik dlm hidup aku...tak perlu la keluar dating dr pgi smpi mlm...or pegang tgn smpi cramp urat tgn...or hadiah mahal2 and surprise utk happy ni...tp a simple thing that we spent togede-gede sbrnye lgik best...for example..ehem2...main badminton...ok...sgt tah pape ..i know...tp when u played it with sum1 u love..automatically the phrase tah pape become something....it means something.. a lot actually...berapa rmi je couple yg main badminton dpn umah kn???heheheh..but we did it to day...me and pumpkin...thanks to jiji coz he asked pumpkin whether he want to play badminton with him or not..the pumpkin yes..sure..why not...well...considering the facts that pumpkin loves children..so kejelesan saye harusla logic dan waras di sini nye..walaupon tibe2 makhluk bertanduk 2 sudah mencucuk2 telinga ku smbil berkate.."bkn dia dtg nk jmpe ko?nape main ngn ank buah ko plak?"yeee..tatkala mendgr kate2 itu..sungguh aku tersentap..erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...tp tetibe..makhluk berkepak yg membawa tongkat sakti tu pulak berkate"pergila main skali..kn best"...ye...dan sye menerima pki kate2 makhluk berkepak dan menanduk kate2 makhluk bertanduk....ngeeee......maka saye pon kuar dr umah dgn hati yg jeles melihat ke2-2 jiji dan pumpkin bergumbira main badminton..........meraung2 hati sye...dan kemudian saye terus menggunakan autoriti saye sbg mak sedara.."ji!!bg ucu plak main ngn uncle" ok..itu satu arahan...sila amik note..hehehe.....nsib jiji bg..kalu tak sure aku da melepas laaaaaaa......then..we reli had fun!!!!!!!!i mean the real one..kesian beliau kene layan kami bertiga...da la tu..aku jiji and sufea gilir2..yg dia nye sorang jek..hehehhe..gara2 smua pon nk main ngn dia...pnat dia main...takpe yang..kite 2 kn nk kurus..:Pso..sye decide...saye suke badminton walaupon sebenarnye tak penah pon kesah..mungkin sye juge akan mule tgk Piala Thomas instead of World Cup(since Germany is out and again at semis..LOL)*sigh*make...i love badminton...yes i do:))


so people....i tell u again...jgn la expect yg byk2 dr org kesayangan kite...just terima dia seadanye..n make the best from what we have...thats the rule i guess..less is more...takyah spent duit beli brg mahal2..or etc...but enjoy what u have..which works for me so far..coz every single moment is memorable if you spent it wisely....like today...i wish u all a happier life with your love one...n i pray hard that we will survive this love..Amiiinnnnnnnnnnnn....

p/s: i love you..

hari ini hari jumaat laa

dear bee....jumaat lepas kn..2 july 2010...hohohoo..bestttttttttttttttttt

"syg..syg tau tak ari ni ari ape??"

"eh??hari ni hari jumaat la..td kn syg gi smayang jumaat..ape la hunny ni"

"isk..isk..bukan tu laaa..."

"aip??da tu??nape ngn hari ni?"

"hari ni..kite da genap 2 tahun..2 bulan..2 minggu..2 hari..ngeeeeeeeeee"

"iye???hunny kire??"

"mestilaa"...(ececece..ade gaya riak dan bangga di situ sbb syg mcm terlopong tak percaya..muahahahah...)

"cam tak caye je kn..da byk yg syg go thru ngn hunny same2"...(adusss...terus tukar jdik mode syahdu syahdan..rase nk leleh plak...suke tau tuka2 mode cenggitu..kite ni da la sensitip org ne..isk..isk)

so..hahahah...cam tak caye je kan...kitorang da genap 2 tahun 2 bulan 2 minggu 2 hari...nombor yg sgt cntik gitu..i like...thank you syg..u really make my world prettier than before...your existence in my life is the best thing ever happen to me..doa kite moge hubungan kitorang ni kekal smpi bile2...insyaAllah...amiiinnnnnnnnnn....xoxo...i love you...

-us-
kebetulan kite gi main kites kn ptg jumaat tuh yang..which make dat day better kn..
n i think gamba ini sgt chantek..walaupon ade abg kt blakang tu inteprem..suke tau kacau daun..

p/s: i love you