new year laaaa

tadaaaaaaaaaaa......hye Cik Bee...happy new year....1431hijrah and also 2010...uurrghhhhh....its been so long since bukak blog ni...last time was time lap coz internet cam best..plus..curik2 wat blog...gegeggege..windu la plak kn..


so..new year huh???then everybody will start talking new resolution n i say....
i'll stay with the last year resolution..hehehhe..takle blah...tp why not...i juz want to be a better person than i was lasy year..a better daughter...a better sister..a better ucu...a better girlfren(:p) and among all..a better muslim..insyaAllah...tp..sadly..subuh pg td da kantoi..takle blah...

hey roses...u know wat??im in my final year now..which means ive another 12month-of-a-mess-up-student-life..then..tadaaaaaaaaaa...i'll be wat i always want to be..a lawyer...OMG..can u believe it...duh..i really pray hard for this...please Allah..help me to thru this...yalah...bukan senang kn nk jd senang..plus...aku nk balas jasa parents aku yg takkn terbalas ni...sob..sob...miss them..they went for a short holiday yesterday...asyik jalan je ek skg...jeles i tau....

pumpkin tgh bebel2 coz he have to buy lunch n babah asked him to buy somewhere at melati..n sgt rmi org n sgt pjg kene beratur.....huhuhuhuhu...pumpkin sgt baik when it comes to his family..n that is among the reason why i love him so much...ok....enuf for now..nk wat keje professional practice nye quest...uhuk...it is a hell lots of work i tell ya...but i'll be fine coz my cook partner ..ella....is a very supportive fren..thank god i found her....:)..relief jap....ok laa...nnti mlm nti kiter jumpe lgik k..insyaAllah....

p/s:last nite gi dinner ngn pumpkin n his bestie....n akak lak gi class mandarin dia...huhuhu....

hehehhe...no more snickers laaa wehh.....uurghhh..now im goin to 7e to get one..daaaaaaaaaa~~~~

life wouldnt be the same..if it is without you

dear roses...

hyeee....now is almost 1.00pm...everobody in the office is rushing out now..ader yg gie beli lunch..n ader gak yg rushing nk gi court...uuuu....im so excited when i looked at kak laili n kak zaidah every time they went to the court...i'll wait for my turn !!!hehehhe....so..

how was my weekend??it was superb!!!!!it was sweet....!!!it was beautiful.....ok..i lost words....n to be frank those words is not enuf to describe every single day i spend with pumpkin....oh god..he is so nice to me...i ish i culd spend every single minutes..just with him...ok2..jgn nk melebiy2 k...we didnt do anything..but the time that we spent on..i wud say.it has its quality...he picked me up as usual...tis time around..shopping baju raya pumpkin..hehehe..theme color for this year..shhhh..rahsia laa...pumpkin said im too picky n choosy...but i gess those attitude only appeared when it comes to him...kalu aku sndri taklah picky sgt..as long as it nice..i'll jus grab it..but with him..its different..i want the best for him...everything..including his dress up or outfit...i culdnt stand if ade org yg ckp something bad bout him..so..precautions step!!! hahaha....

pas da beli2 tuh...pumpkin ckp..'jom syg blanje tudung nak?'...agagagagaga...so teharu..hati da mule touching2..ni yg malas ni..ala pumpkin..nnti hunny terpilih tudung yg mahal plak..tak mo laa.....cian pumpkin nnti..uurghhhhh...tp hati sgt tempting la kn utk memilih2 tudung...ppssstttt...control2...n now nyesal sbb tak trime plak offer yg once in a lifetime tu...ececedee..no la..i believe ader lgik offer yg cni in the future....pastu...pilih butang bju mlayu pumpkin plak..wah2...kate org choosy..dia pon same kot..then i gess...we make a perfect match..uuhhhhhh....pumpkin..thanks for the waffle with 2 scoop of icecream....nyumnyumnyum.....its delicious coz of u...my fave part was...when u bought the orange sandal for me..thank u pumpkin.....

when sadness attack...

hey cik Blog....

this is awkward feeling..yes i know..nape tetibe rase sedih...hurm...i feel like i miss someone...but i dont know who...ok fine..i know ho..but i wont admit it...hurm...tetibe all the sweet memories dtg lgik...cam wat iklan plak..hey..dude..those old sweet days kat matric sgt best kn??man..i realli miss them so much...how bout u..uhhrggghhhh..i hope u feel the same way too..or at least u still remember all the good memories....hurm............

but..among all..i miss him..i miss my pumpkin tenderly...duh....today...da genap seminggu tak jumpa...hurm..

pumpkin abis exam today..yeay to him!!!!at last..abis gak 2 paper nih..kekekekeke.....pumpkin..cant wait to see u again..hurm.....when huh??i miss u...why it is so hard???every single thing i do remind me of u...

p/s: i love u syg.....

in re...my feeling..last friday...

hye Bee....hee ee

now is 10.00a m in the morning...but yeah..im all alone since k.ila n adam wasnt in the offie today...yalah..diorang kn da nak jdi lawyer..jeles!!!anyway...pumpkin exam today..duh...im quite worry coz im not convinved that he is well prepared...ceh..jahat tak??hehehe...but if he says he is confidence enuf..then aku pon konfiden la dia bole...chaiyok pumpkin!!!yesterday was a bit fuzzy for him...poor pumpkin...he had to do everything on his own...tabik spring la..i wish i hve a bro like him...tolong masak kn an all..n then dia down lak coz he has to do those things..come on pumpkin..u shud be proud of yourself..not everyone can do wutever u hve done...i dont think i can..ader yg naik hangin japgi...i ges thats the reason why Allah choose u to be a big brother...kn yang???cheer up..i love u the way u are..ok admit it...hunny cam panas ati gak la..tp..think again..diorang da biasa pumpkin layan diorang camtu..da manja....takpe..i'll help u later on n together we will spoil them ..more!!!hehehehhe....i love when u said u cook for them..i love when u said u wanna hang out with them...i love whne u but something for them...u look so nice...charming...n kindhearted during those time...or it just the way it shud be..when ure in love..u love everytime bout him...hurm..i like that...hehehhe..i miss u pumpkin....i really2 miss u...its been a while kn..since last friday...urghhhhh....heheheh...

p/s---take me awayyyy

In re kain pelikat v. one perfect evening

In re kain pelikat v. one perfect evening

dEAR Bee….
tODAY iS sUCH a nICE dAY..iT sTARTED wITH a nEW hIGH sPIRIT..tHEN i wAS uPSET aGAIN wITH tHE sITUATION i wAS iN….bUT iT’S oKAY…i mANAGED tO fACE iT wITH sTYLE…..iTS tIRING dAY tHOUGH…cOZ wE aRE rENOVATING tHE fIRM..sO wE hVE tO rEARRANGE tHE wHOLE bUNCH oF fILES..i sWEAR..iT iS dAMN a lOT!!!!!!nO kIDDING..bUT..tHINK aGAIN…iT iS a lAW fIRM aITE???nOT a kEDAI mENJAHIT bAJU..hUHUHU …
tHIS iS tHE bEST pART…lAST nITE sYG cALLED mE aS uSUAL aND hE aSKED mE wHETHER i lIKE tO tEMAN hIM tO bUY fISH…cOZ sYG wANNNA sTART a nEW hOBBY wHICH i fIND iT vERY cUTE!!!!aT tHIS aGE hAVING a pET iS sOOOOOO nOT iN tREND…bUT hE lIKES iT n i lIKE tHE fACT tHAT hE rEALLY wANNA dO tHAT….sO..tODAY wE wENT sHOPPING…fOR a fISH….oK….tHE bEST pART wAS…sINCE mY fIRST dAY oF aTTACHMENT i aLWAYS wANTED sYG tO pICK mE uP fROM oFFICE..tODAY….mY wISH cOMES tRUE…oH mY gOD….iT wAS a lOVELY eVENING….eVEN tHOUGH sYG pICK mE uP wEARING kAIN sARUNG..bUT i sTILL lOVE iT!!!oK…iM a bIT sURPRISED sEING hIM iN kAIN pELIKAT..bUT..i dON’T rEALLY cARE bOUT iT cOZ i lOVE hIM fOR hIS hEART..nOT hIS oUTFIT….hUHUHU..oK iM bLUSHING hERE!!!hELP mEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

hUHUHU..i hOPE tHIS wILL nOT bE tHE lAST lOVELY eVENING…n tO bE fRANK…i wANT mY eVERY sINGLE eVENING tO lOVELY jUZ lIKE tODAY..oH gODNESS..pLEASE lISTEN tO tHIS pARTICULAR pRAYER…hEHEHEHHE
pUMPKIN…..i lOVE yOU….cOZ u fLY mE tO tHE mOON